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urgh...

Thu Jul 2, 2009, 9:45 PM
  • Mood: Nervous
  • Listening to: Infinite White -RotF score
apparrently I can't do anything right, and every time it seems lately when I try and help people I get shit on...

Sos yah...alls I wanna do is just continue a few select rps im in and go crawl and hide in a deep dark hole everywhere else...*tries to think of anyone on the internet that're supposidly her friends that would care...cant come up with many*


and lucky me, mom came upstairs drunk again. Aint everything peachy?

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:icondriftingwolf:
Maybe they're just bad people. You know, the stuck-up kind that are basically ass holes to anyone not in their group of friends. I can't blame you for ranting about that, people like that need to die. Especially the celebs like that.

Quite frankly, I know what the communists were trying to get at when they disperse their resources evenly. (Or at least that's the way it's supposed to go)

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:iconcoronadofwb:
I'm really sorry to hear that. I wish there was more I could do to help. I have awful family issues and issues with helping others as well, but I can't say that I understand since I don't really know what's happened, but that I understand that pain :hug: I'd hate to see you down again after a break from that mess. I hope you're able to just look past what's happened. People don't always appreciate good deeds, a lot of people actually. I've had to learn the hard way, but it's another important learning step in your life. Never lose your kindness towards others. Deep down, it's a one of the most wonderful gifts you have (: Usually if you can't see the good in it at the moment, you will later on. Have happy holiday weekend, and take care :heart:

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:iconshadowtoxin:
Yeah, it sure seems like every time you be nice, all you get in return is a nice big slap in the face. And its really hard not to loose that kindness, sometimes I just wanna turn bitter and just hate everyone y'know? Because everything else isn't working, kinda sometimes seems like its my only option.
But thank you for caring, and understanding, I guess thats just what I need most, someone to understand. So thank you for doing that.

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:iconshadowtoxin:
yeah...Maybe, or maybe i'm just doing something wrong, sure as hell seems like everything im doing IS wrong...

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:icondriftingwolf:
Could be the type of asshole that likes bringing people down. If you feel like it wasn't your fault, don't blame yourself.

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:iconwolfeyes6000:
D8 DONT BE EMOZ

*kidnaps le toxeh and drags her to my house*

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:iconcoronadofwb:
That seems to happen a lot, doesn't it? At least you can know that you put in the heartful effort and tried, and that's what makes you a good person :) If they don't appreciate it then that's their problem, not yours in the least. Considering how people are today being all about themselves and stepping on others to get to the top, your gift was a rare one, and special one that they really missed out on. I'm personally stunned and amazed at any single person who'd willfully want to help me at all. It's a kindness so rare, and it helps you see the good in people.

I understand that too, when you just want to run away and hide forever, but you should instead be proud of yourself for giving it the effort. You had nothing to lose, but they lost your caring offer. In order to help someone, you have to care at all.

:hug: Don't feel too bad about it. Maybe if you sleep on it, you won't feel nearly as bad tomorrow :heart:

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:icondarkfuryofmysoul:
Aww, well if it makes you feel any better once i'm back in town I'll have to have you over at my place sometime so we can hang out. I'd say your place, but your parents don't seem very guy-friendly. So yeah, If I could maybe get your number or somethin? Its james btw if you don't remember haha. So yeah, talk to ya soon hopefully taylor, and put a smile on that cute face :)
:iconshadowtoxin:
heh XD yeah, we'll have to hang out when you get back, that'd be cool

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